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Oh i know it and i know the saying. I'm still putting you in charge of the north. Chuck gets west. Because Chuck is how the west was won.

[Oh god, forgive her, she's laying on the floor somewhere in her room at Nicky's place, absolutely babbling about nothing. Menially dying.]

History? My man, I live with history. [WOW, good thing Nicky and Joe can't see this.] Which is to say, yes, i like history. Tell me why the love?

1 Krystyna Skarbek, aka Christine Granville, was the first woman to work for Britain as a special agent during WW2 AND the longest serving. She was incredible you should definitely read this.

2 He is. And I will gladly take my Night's Watch duty in the freezing North. Seems fair given I'm Alaskan but dibs on a direwolf and cape.

3 Are they super old?? Because Nile I don't think I can express how much of a nerd I am and I have questions.

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1 that sounds amazing. I'm going to read it.

b. have you read The Never Ending Story. The first edition book is a piece of art work. Red and green ink to tell which side of the words you are on in the story. 26 chapters long, one for every letter of the alphabet. Stunning.

2. Nerd. But you'd look good in a cape. BRB, asking demon children to give you a cape.

3. I'm trying to be vague about this shit man. So you don't know i told you, but yeah. Crusades. It fucking floors me. Which is funny, i'm on the floor.

NO way you're fucking with me

Seriously?! This is gonna kill me!?

Props to them though I can't imagine how hard don't ask don't tell was back then.

Was that a thing?

See which is why I need to know!

Also no on NES but I loved the movie

[RAL WHY YOU SO ADORABLE? Her brain so needed this distraction]

need to know status, and you don't need to know.

...

kidding. yeah. crusades. Joe is going to throttle me for taking, I know it.
You be good.
But also, I don't really know much more than that. For me, I don't... know them? I mean, we had dinner once, and then we had
a battle of good and evil.
I want to believe I'm part of them, but thats' also all I know of them. It's like living with strangers you like.

Heads telling me they don't want me around though...

I didn't realize you hadn't knowm them for long.

I know the feeling, it's just like me and Chuck. We even got into it a few times back home.

The more I'm with him here, though, the more I see that he's a good guy he just never got the chance to be one before.

If N&J asked you to bunker wth them then they want you around. They're probably worried the same about you. Spend some more time with them, you'll see. How about a card game?

Everything's happened really fast all of a sudden. It's been hard to work my head around it all. they're good guys though. I can't... pay attention to my head right now. yeah.

Chuck seems very nice. I've liked being around him. I'm glad you two have a chance to know each other.

It's good. having people from home. I mean, we're friend. ~~right~~, but having someone from home relates different. I'm trying to get to know them like you're getting to know Chuck. Its just hard right now.

what kind of cards?

It is, yeah. I know what you mean. I'm kind of scared that I might fuck up and he'll decide I really am dead weight after all.

His dad is here somewhere in town but we haven't spoken so Chuck's kind of all I have, you know? From home. I don't think they get along very well.

Any kind of cards but I've had a thought. Ask Joe (that can't be his actual name?) if he knows the game of 20 squares / the royal game of Ur. I'm not sure where he's from (Persian??) But I think it's more of a central-eastern thing than Italian. I bet he could draw out a board if he knows it and you will impress him with your knowledge of ancient board games.

Not my business but have they been together since the crusades or just knew each there then?

I know what you mean. I'm scared I'm not going to live up to the expectations of the others. I don't know any of them well, but they're all I have now, and half of them are missing right now.

Chuck's dad is here? Oh no, poor guy. I mean, lucky too, but to have relatives here seems so heartbreaking too.

You're really going to make me go learn a new old time game just to impress Joe, huh? Not a bad plan.

I don't really know? What I heard was they fought each other on opposing sides of the religious war. Killed each other 'many times'. It's kind of romantic in a sad way.

I think it's pretty romantic but I'm a sucker for that kind of stuff.

It's never been my strong suit.

I'm a sucker for that kind of thing as well, even if it's not my best suit. The two of them are really adorable together. I get the feeling the entire world can drop away from them and they'd still stand tall.

That's some soulmate stuff right there. I'd love to have that some day but I don't think it's really in the cards for me.

You're telling me. I'm literally going to have to watch anyone I love, live and die. It's not going to be possible for me anymore.

Christ, that's just hitting me too. that goes for everyone, not just my family...

[Oh Jesus Nile.. yikes]

Not necessarily, they found each other you might find someone too. You said half your group is still at large, surely there are others too?

There's just the five of us. That's it. That's my family now. My world of four people.

[and they were going to lose Andy, but she didn't bring that up.]

That you know of. Lots of people in the world, Nile. Don't let yourself spiral on that right now.

Lots of people. 5 immortals. That's all. But, it's fine. I'm not spiraling. I'm not the type of person someone falls for anyhow, so it works out well.

that's bullshit

That's how it is.

No that's bullshit, I'm sorry. Anyone would be lucky to have you.

[She stared, surprised, from the floor, up at her wrist, then snorted, smiling. What a Romantic.]

[but oh, the string of text comes in fast, very fast, full of what-ifs: ]

There are aa lot of factors, Raleigh.
I have others to worry about. Secrets to keep to keep them safe. Secrets I shouldn't even have said to you.
but how about this...

So I'm home.
Not only do I have to lie to the person
From the get go
I wont age. I wont age and they will. Questions will come up. Why do I not age? The truth comes out. I'm immortal, sorry love. There's bound to be angry about not sharing my gift with them.

Or, I tell them
From the get go
And they find it amazingly cool.
Romance is good, but things don't always last.
We break up.
They sell that secret to someone. Tell the wrong person. A new lover maybe. They're either seen as crazy, or they have proof, and me and mine are yet again in trouble.

Maybe another 200 years pass before a new Immortal appears. Maybe it's destiny. Maybe we find each other and it's love. There's still a 200 year wait, and complications. Maybe they don't love me. So it's another wait. Countless years.

Maybe I find someone here...
Maybe it's the best thing ever...
Maybe love knows no bounds...
Maybe it transcends time and space...
Maybe it's someone as good hearted as you that I'd literally break the trust of my new kin and tell them all this...
And maybe it's great.
But then I get to watch this place tear them apart. Break them apart. Break ME part. Kill either of us over and over.
And through all that they get sent home at some random point?

All of it.
I've now thought on all of it.
It's not bullshit.
It wouldn't be Luck to fall for a immortal.
It's tragedy.

And no, I'm still not spiraling. I'm just realizing the truth.

Thing is, as he reads her texts and thinks about it, really thinks about it? She's right. It's tragic. And that's heartbreaking. And there's nothing he can say to counter it.

Being immortal sounds fantastic at first but the consequences are enormous and heavy. Very.. very heavy. So what do you say to something like that?

There's a delay in his response but when it comes it's clearly been deliberated over.

I wish I had the answers for you.

It reminds me of this quote I heard once that soulmates exist because their atoms were near each other during the big bang. So you and that person are stardust linked in such a transcendental way that it doesn't matter when one or both of you die because those atoms will always seek one another out no matter what body they become next.

I guess I like to think that if you fell in love and lost that person one way or another you would always find them again.

[She likes that he takes the time to think about it though. It makes her trust him more with this secret. Like she's not absolutely betraying everyone in telling him.]

[And then his reply. Yeah, boy was a Romantic for sure. That was... cute.]

I like that. There's something romantic about that. Tender.

Oh, in a big, big way, Nile. Big Mood.

Yeah. I'd like to live in a world where we have space for tenderness. I haven't for a long time but the change comes from us.

It's something I should think about more often.

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