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Oh, in a big, big way, Nile. Big Mood.

Yeah. I'd like to live in a world where we have space for tenderness. I haven't for a long time but the change comes from us.

It's something I should think about more often.

You're a real romantic, Raleigh. You'll find someone someday and absolutely charm them. That person will be the luckiest person in the universes.

[That person isn't even a thing and she almost feels jealous of them.]

Haha we'll see. I'm a pretty awful with that stuff.

But it would be nice to feel safe enough to trust someone wth my heart.

That came out more dramatic than intended don't listen to me.

Naw, that wasn't dramatic. I think the Safe thing is my biggest issue. Might never, you know?

[And yet she absolutely feels safe talking to HIM. What a dumb girl]

Trust is always a hard thing to deal with. So, what kind of person do you look for? Maybe your soulmate will get stuck here as well.

Good question but looking for love here feels a little pointless.

And I'm not sure I'm ready.

But hypothetically...

I guess I'd want someone who always had my back, even when I'm struggling. But they would always challenge me to be the best version of myself and I could challenge them back. We'd lift each other up and seeing them thrive would make me happy. love is a dialogue to me, it's all about communication. Teamwork. Smart is important. Funny but well timed. Good looking doesn't hurt but captivating is more important. I don't want to be screwed around.

I'd like someone who makes me feel safe. Who I would make feel safe.

Reading that back is a tall order, huh.

[she lays there reading his so called 'tall order' and sighs. Yeah, a god damn romantic, but that all seemed reasonable. Almost describes what she looked for in people.]

Yes, theoretically speaking.

Doesn't seem unreasonable to me. Seems like a good Love Resume.

And you're definitely a lady killer on more fronts than appearance, Flyboy. You're calm and collected, strong and handsome. You've got a good mind to you and work well with others. You're pretty much the perfect guy. Anyone would be pleased to love you.

That is a hell of a compliment. Thank you.

I am actually a mess but I'll take it and run. Might be he nicest thing anyone has ever said about me.

What about you? What would you look for?

Then you need to know nicer people, because hardly any of that was flattery and more just true fact.

Someone with a pulse? lol, kidding, that's too general.

I don't really know.
I suppose someone kind. Someone protective but still needs protection. Someone who knows how to smile. That sounds dumb, but it's an important one actually. Someone with a mind of their own that can be as stubborn as I am, to balance me out?

Someone kind, I suppose. My bar isn't set too high. But, this is all theoretical, in the long run, for me. I'm a terrible date anyhow.

I don't really know any people, so I guess that's part of the problem. I've spent so long trying to shut the world out I'm not sure how to let it back in without hurting myself.

You said it better, though. All those things sound pretty perfect.

And for what it's worth we're both terrible dates but I think you're pretty incredible. There are tons of decent guys here (or girls? No judgment) who should be climbing over each other to take you out.

Hurt is, sadly, important. It lets you know what good times are or were. But, can I ask, why'd you shut out the world?

Edited 2020-10-15 04:31 (UTC)

[Oh no, she's scowling at the second half of this because it made her blush. Thanks.]

Shut up! People should NOT be climbing over anything let alone bodies to get to me. Those people are most likely trying to kill me. Just saying.

....But i am pretty incredible. I'll take that. ;)

lol good, It's important to know your worth.

At least 6 camels. At least.

[She noticed he skipped her question. Nile Will Remember This]

Only 6? I was thinking 8, at least. Maybe I need someone who will indulged my greedy side too? Damn.

8 is big talk but I bet you're worth it. Alternatively 6 camels and some goats?

I do like goats.

6 and two goats seems reasonable for all this.

All this being one tiny package of kickass and problems. You know I can kick your ass too.

I'm still recovering from the last time you kicked my ass lol

Edited 2020-10-15 12:30 (UTC)

That's turning into a trend.

Hows the head btw?

No long term damage. It's almost gone already

Brain still functioning well, then? OR as well as it can?

As well as can be expected. Do you still feel bad?

No, I'm completely over beaming you with a rock--of course I still feel bad!

Just making sure so I know how long I can milk this for sympathy

I generally feel bad kicking puppies!

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