Well now you have to talk. Why might Chuck have said anything to me and what might it be?
But yeah, that's not a bad idea. And when the evil snow yeti come out of the hills to rampage and pillage the village, we'll have defense zones to throw snow balls from.
Perfect. we build ten of these around the neighborhood and see how many people will use them. If anyone asks, it's for defense purposes. Defense from flying snow balls of fury.
Too late, you've already spoken. Now we talk about it. Safe space, though. Nothing wrong with being gay, or bisexual, if that's more fitting. I don't really think you need to label yourself though. It's an attraction, yeah? Mutual?
Than don't look into labels. Maybe it is just a HIM thing, maybe not. Doesn't really matter in the end, so long as you're happy, right?
Eh, you're going to argue. There are going to be tough times, but if it's meant to last, you'll bounce back. Don't fear the small stuff like 'fucking it up' when you haven't yet. Let it be good.
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Hm, okay good to know. Just curious.
All this snow kinda makes me want to build an igloo fort and snowballs. We could ambush people on main st like highwaymen.
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But yeah, that's not a bad idea. And when the evil snow yeti come out of the hills to rampage and pillage the village, we'll have defense zones to throw snow balls from.
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So what I'm hearing here is Raleigh Yes.
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You should be a good fort maker, right? I'm not so bad at it myself.
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Grade A premium ice fort maker, I guarantee it.
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Launched by us, right. Supply and demand.
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Chuck included of course. Speaking of chuck...
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I'm not escaping that one, am I.
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I didn't mean to bring it up, up.
But I guess we've just been a little complicated lately. Ever since the monster thing.
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No, the opposite actually. It's a good complicated.
[Though he can already hear Chuck in his head saying it literally is not complicated at all. It's actually extremely simple.]
I guess it's got a little. Intimate.
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Oh!
Do tell! Was this after thanksgiving? Before? Why have I not heard anything about this before now?
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Before. Since Halloween. I guess I've been seeing what happens.
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But that's good? That IS good, right?
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I think so?
honestly I've never really done this kind of thing before. Like I wouldn't say I'm gay? I don't know. Typing it out makes it real I guess?
Maybe we can just forget I said anything.
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Mutual, yeah.
I've dated girls. I don't really want a label. Maybe it's just a him specific thing. But it's a good thing.
I'm kind of terrified I'm going to fuck it all up, though.
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Than don't look into labels. Maybe it is just a HIM thing, maybe not. Doesn't really matter in the end, so long as you're happy, right?
Eh, you're going to argue. There are going to be tough times, but if it's meant to last, you'll bounce back. Don't fear the small stuff like 'fucking it up' when you haven't yet. Let it be good.
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I appreciate your pep talk but I'm not sure you realize how good I am at fucking stuff up.
I dunno. He's really important to me.
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Being important to you is really good though, and that in turn is going to make you try real hard not to fuck it up, yeah?
Chuck's super lucky.
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Here's hoping he thinks so.
[Whoosah Raleigh. Look. You told someone. The world isn't on fire. This is.. okay?]
This feels weird. I feel weird.
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[The world is still holding together, Ral, it's okay.]
Weird? Bad weird?
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No, just regular weird lol. I haven't really talked to anyone about this kind of thing before. Sorry to make you my identity crisis victim.
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